7 Wonderful Sins
I did fall asleep Monday morning after being up for 2 ½ days. Yet I slept for 12 hours so I’m still crapped at waking up late in the afternoon. But I’ll work on it.

Then I copied a survey from Eva and filled it out and it ended up being 5 pages typed.

7 Sins Survey

Wrath

Who did you last get angry with?

Myself for sleeping in so late today, my neighbor for not knowing how to park, that one car on the road that is a total fuckball, my mom for being a nuisance, another car on the road . . . pretty much everyone



What is your weapon of choice?

I'm gonna go with knife since I don't use sex as a weapon anymore



Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?

All the time, they deserve it



How about the same sex?

All the time, they probably deserve it too



Who was the last person who got really angry at you?

So angry that I almost killed them right then and there - my mom, and before that it was the people at medical assistance, and before that - my last boss



What is your pet peeve?

Stupid people in general, and all the stupid things they do - except for friends that I'm being silly stupid with for fun, I'm really talking about co-workers and other drivers and stuff



Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?

My mom says I keep grudges and maybe I do, but for good reason . . . but I can still let things slide under the right circumstances





Sloth

What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?

Probably everything you're suppose to do - eat right, exercise, shower regularly, brush your teeth, clean and straighten something besides your own desk, work



What is the latest you've ever woken up?

For an insomniac this question would be better stated as "What's the longest you've ever slept?" in which I would answer "14hours"



Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?

I'm not trying to contact anyone, all the people I need to talk to are in reach and not leaving me like you other losers



What is the last lame excuse that you made?

I don't make excuses, I work off facts - and if I can't answer a telephone or deal with stupid people without cursing them out then OBVIOUSLY I can't work in a Sales, or Receptionist/Secretary environment and I need a lab job or a factory job until it gets boring then I need another isolated job like that.



Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?

I don't know if I watched it all the way through, but sometimes I do watch them for a long time if nothing else is on, a long long time



How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?

I use my phone and if you hit it twice at one time it turns it off, and when you're asleep you don't know how many times you hit it, but yes, I purposely turned it off today.






Gluttony

What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?

My Malibu Bay Breeze at a nice restaurant where that charge you almost $6 for something I can get for $3 or $4 at a bar and for free if I make it at home



Are you a meat eater?

If by meat you mean a medium rare steak slathered in steak sauce and teamed up with garlic mashed potatoes and steamed broccoli - then yes I am carnivore . . . however if by meat you mean people - then only sometimes with a nice topping



What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?

Well, there was that one time I had 11 jell-o shots, a mud slide, and something else, then that other time I had enough Ever clear to make me time travel 2 or 3 hours, and that other time I had 4 Long Island Ice Teas and woke the next morning not remember how I got home but I obviously drove and my car was parked ok. 2 of those times I though I was going to die.



Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?

I'm happy with what I eat and drink for the most part, however I need to cut back and I miss what I have cut back on.



Do you enjoy candy and sweets?

Not so much anymore



Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?

Mexican . . . Thai . . . Steak Sauce . . . (spicy)



Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?

If I'm having a bad day anything that crosses my path could end up "missing"






Greed

How many credit cards do you own?

Well, I only have 3 credit cards, and a 4th I lost in my room - but I have 10 or more store cards, but they are mostly rewards system things.



If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?

To answer this question would take too long so let's just say I'd have a nice house filled with nice things and a couple nice cars and I'd be financially secure and only work when I felt like it, and I'd probably end up famous somehow and do something great for which I'll never be forgotten.



Would you rather be rich or famous?

If you're famous 9 times out of 10 you'd be rich too, and if your rich you could be famous since you'd have the means to make it happen - So I' gonna go with both



Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?

Depends how boring - I don't do well bored, or over worked





Pride

What's one thing that you have done that you're most proud of?

My websites, my hair, my style, my pictures, my uber super map of the park, how I handled my last job, my persistence with modeling, how well that workshop went Sunday, my driving abilities and knowledge, my great friend being ability . . . oh the question said one - opps



What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?

I never feel that they are proud of me for anything . . . probably not dying when I was 6 months old like the doctor said I would



What thing would you like to accomplish late in your life?

I just want to do a whole crap load of awesome things



Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?

Not if the first place person becomes incapacitated, sure winning by default isn't really winning, but the prizes and the recognition are worth it



Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?

If you change the word "contest" to "class at school" or "job" then yes, and I definitely came out way ahead



Have you ever cheated to get a better score?

Yes, but not when it really matters like in relationships, only on a couple tests in school or when my boyfriend was winning at pool or putt putt



What did you do today that you're proud of?

I wasn't late to my doctors appointment even though I thought I'd over sleep, this morning at 3am I actually fell asleep and stayed asleep after being up for 2 days, and I got all my websites updated and launched this morning.





Lust

How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies, family, strippers, locker rooms)?

Why does that matter - why not phrase the question "How many people have to screwed till you couldn't screw anymore?" cause all you're left with is people you've dated or if your friend dropped her draws for you which might be weird



How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians, doctors, family, locker rooms, or when you were a young child)?

Again, only guys I've dated - this section kinda sucks



Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your chosen sex during a normal conversation?

Everyone checks everyone else out even if they say they don't - I've seen it all



What is your favorite body part of a person of your gender choice?

Everything is good, but what is really the icing is a loooooong torso ending is a prominent pelvis, and long limbs as a whole - but he's gotta be hot too or the long limbs mean nothing!



Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons?

Well obviously if I've had more the one b/f then yes multiple is a go - however if you mean at one time or at one party or something, then yes again



Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?

No, and I'd say no cuz hookers are dirty





Envy

What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?

A life



Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?

No one cause then they screw up my design and I'd have to kill them



If you could be anyone who existed in the world, who would you be?

*insert rich and famous and all around loved musician/actress here*



Have you ever been cheated on?

All the god dam time



Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?

Almost everything, taller (so I could model) having bigger boobs cause mine shrank, better hair and greener eyes



What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?

That I wasn’t crazy and could be normal and then all my not having a life problems would be the opposite and life would be nice

1) Will your next kiss be a mistake?

hopefully not, but if history repeats itself . . .



2) When was the last time you cried ?

probably last night



3) Where is your biological father right now?

outside working on my mom’s car seat



4) What do you think of your number 3 on your top friends?

I don’t know why he bothered adding me (again) since he never really talks to me, even when we were in school together



5) What is bothering you right now?

that I have to pee really bad but my brother is taking his usual after work half hour in the bathroom



6) Have you ever made out on a boat?

I would have to go on a boat first with someone other then family



7) Have you ever seen somebody get shot?

not in person, persay



8) Where are you?

at my computer obviously



9) Does your head hurt?

not right now . . . but it will



10) Do you like someone right now?

come on, what do you think



12) Have you ever injected a drug into your body?

a prescription drug – but I don’t like needles



13) When was the last time you saw your grandpa?

over a year ago – for personal reasons



14) Look to your right , what is there?

stuff



15) Have any piercings or tattoos?

7 in my ears, 4 of which I did myself in high school



16) Do you fight with your grandparents often?

well I’d first have to go see them, and then the answer would be no – what’s with al these grandparents questions?



17) where is the shirt you are wearing from ?

. . . Quick Way Inc. Bridesburg . . . just a shirt, I have 2



18) Have you ever been in a car accident?

6 or 7 total



19) Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?

not since I was 15



20)The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you?

no, I was able to relieve myself



21)Do you know anyone w/ cancer?

me



22) Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?

yea, like that would EVER happen



23) What bed did you sleep in last night ?

the same bed I always sleep in, or on



24) Do you think the whole day would be better if you smoked pot?

pot is for losers that cant see the beauty hidden underneath the crap and need something to make it better – I on the other hand see the beauty but can’t obtain it for myself



25) Has anyone ever saved your life?

probably not since I’ve never been near dying, and if I was I don’t think anyone cared



26) Do you get butterflies every time you kiss someone?

no – but with this one buy I felt every cell in my body scream while his touch paralyzed me and I could do nothing but obey his command . . . and we all know where that ended



hey where's 27 and 28?

There is never a 27 or a 28 cuz either the survey maker can’t count or the person before you didn’t like those questions and never re-numbered



29) What are you looking forward to?

a dream that will never come true



30) Did you ever go to a special learning center?

if by special learning center you mean DCCC – then yes, unfortunately I did



31) Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?

kinda, my senior year they started uniforms at my school but it was more like a really strict dress code and not like plaid skirt and button up blouses



32) Does a kiss make you feel better?

only when it’s Adam’s



33) Do you get mad or discouraged when you're wrong ?

well I’d have to be wrong first to know how it feels, and then I’ll get back to you



34) What was the first thing you did when you woke up?

usually check my hone for the time, then get up and “relieve” myself, and then make food



35) Does anyone call you baby?

not since a few b/f’s ago



36) Who did you ride in a car with last?

my dad



37) What color shirt are you wearing?

black – as usual



38) are you crazy?

define crazy . . . either way the answer is probably yes



39) What's the last thing you ate?

steak and portabellas at Applebee’s



40) Last thing you drank?

root beer



41) How was your weekend?

I was awake for 2 ½ days



42) Are you upset right now?

more just down then screaming and crying



43) What did you do today ?

got a new car seat for my mom’s van after my 4 hour blind cleaning fit



44) Where is your phone ?

there



45) Last person you said i love you to?

. . . probably Adam . . . almost a year ago

Odd Facts About ME

DO YOU SNORE?

Nope

LOVER OR A FIGHTER?

Depends on who I’m loving and/or fighting for

WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?

Not making a mark in this world, and that this all really isn’t a dream

AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?

O
f course – I still have some

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?

If it was really reality and not set ups it wouldn’t be as gay

DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?

When I’m done drinking with it

WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?

Dam straight

HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?

Like prison, except in prison you still see people and one in a while get some whether you want it or not

WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?

. . . depends which one your asking about

DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?

When the mood hits me

HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?

I think I might pass

ANY SECRET TALENTS?

One time my belt buckle undid some kids pants, if that counts

WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?

Beach

HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?

Yes

HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?

. . . yes

DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?

Yes

HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?

I always wondered that myself, but I suck on it instead of licking and it takes me forever

CAN U SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?

If you gave me some time to practice

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?

Only a couple times

ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?

Not unless you’re super buff, and even then they can look goofy

WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?

Stop getting so over zealous about taking out a turkey, or whatever it is you’re shooting

IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?

At this stage in my life – highly unlikely

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

When I actually write and don’t scribble

WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?

Your face . . . and cats (weep)

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?

Those are dirty words

IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?

Yea right, like him and biggie and Aaliyah are all hanging out on a beach . . . IN HEAVEN

DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?

I don’t think I’ve ever been to a wedding

HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?

Hard boiled and deviled

ARE BLONDES DUMB?

Yes, or they act dumb to be popular

WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?

In one of the pockets of my fitted sheet

WHAT TIME IS IT?

Time for me to get a life

DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?

Does being called a "CrAzY Bitch" count?

IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?

OMG it’s like puke on a bun with a special sauce topping

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?

The other day

DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?

I’d prefer sitting down, just not in my own filth

IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?

Not anymore

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?

No, but that Annabelle Lee living dead doll on my shelf with the glow in the dark face is really creepy

WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?

Just him

CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?

Peanut butter is kinda nasty

HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?

When the elementary school had ambulance rides

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?

Big fat 0

IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?

YES

ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?

Actually, I am

HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?

Not in this day in age

WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?

Hazel - you got your light brown, your green, your amber, and some gray

WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?

. . . the other night most likely

DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?

Not at all

WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?

Pretty much everyone else’s for one reason or another

ARE YOU PSYCHIC?

I wish

HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?

Not that I know of

DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?

I used to play a few but what's the point?

CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?

If you mean get on it and immediately fall off – then yes

DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?

I used to

DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?

Rarely

DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?

I wish it really worked just by believing in it

IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?

Well dogs are like men so I don’t see why not

YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?

NO, I believe in realizing what you want in a person before you take that big step and if times get hard you work at it since that’s what a marriage is all about

CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?

Oh yea!

DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?

She has one too - ewww

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?

. . . I can’t remember

DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?

Not anymore

DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?

OMG these questions are lame

WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?

I only remember the funny ones

DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?

If they didn’t have AMERICAN EAGLE written in huge letters across everything I might consider it

FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?

NIN and/or The Dresden Dolls

So Monday was lame. I didn’t really do anything. I rummaged through some Modeling stuff to find agencies and print out some pictures for them. No biggie. I printed out a bunch of resumes and headshots and I’m sending them all along.

Then Tuesday I slept all day. Then I received 2 Victoria’s Secret catalogs in the mail. Not one, but 2. Every week, sometimes every other week, I receive a catalog from them. It has all the same stuff as the last catalog, and the one before that, and usually the one before that. And I think this is why their clothes and Bra’s are so expensive – they spend so much money on advertising.

Another funny thing about Victoria’s Secret is the sale catalogs. I usually get one of those with every regular catalog. But the sale catalog items have the same price as the regular catalogs. So where’s the sale? Tanks are still $12 a piece, and Hoodies are still $35 a piece. And this one shirt has been in catalogs for 4 years now, same picture with the same model. Either they love it so much they keep bringing it back, or they just can’t seem to sell them.

Now since some people don’t seem to understand anything I say, I’ll try to break it down for you. My sleep pattern is insane, if you haven’t figured it out already. Once I wake up there is no going back to sleep for at least 12 hours, or longer. I am great at staying up for long periods of time, just not sleeping.

So, in the event that I stay up too late one night which will result in me sleeping in late that day, then results in me staying up late again that night. The same effect happens if I just sleep longer then intended which also happens 1/3 of the time, and the staying up too late 2/3 of the time.

So – when I need to reset the sleep pattern so that I’m not up all night, as odd as it sounds I have to do it by staying up even later. Since I can’t just go back to sleep 4 hours after I woke up, my plan is to stay up a normal 16 hours (like a normal day) and then force myself to stay up at least another 2 hours, if not 4 more.

For anyone that is confused thus far, it’s simple. In a normal day the average human sleeps 8 hours and then is awake 16 hours in which they work or play. This leaves you with an even 24 hours to each day. If I only stayed awake the norm 16 hours over night I’d never break that cycle. So by staying up 2-4 hours longer I shift the schedule.

This shift causes me to go to bed later in the morning and wake up later in the evening or night and eventually I’ll wake up in the wee hours of the morning and maybe the next day wake up at normal time of 6 or 7am. After waking up at this normal time I’ll need to be sure I pay attention to when I’m going to bed to make sure it’s around 11pm, or I’ll end up staying p late and be in this mess all over again.

Once I get back on track I can usually keep it going for almost a month, depending on if I have work or I can keep myself occupied enough to stay awake when I should be and to make myself tired enough to want to sleep when bedtime comes. However if I don’t have much to do and I don’t get tired, or I purposely hang out really late, I end up shifting the schedule back to a night schedule, which it takes a week (sometimes more) to get back on track once again.

Like I said, at least once a month I run into this issue so I think my plan is pretty well thought out and it seems to be working so far. So there you have it. If anyone was wondering why I do what I do all you had to do was ask and I’d explain it to you. However, if you decide it would be better for you to scream at me to just go to sleep like an asshole – you will be blocked till you grow up and apologize.

If you think you are sooooo cool that you can’t see how you are in the wrong for screaming at me about something you know nothing about – then we can’t be friends anymore. I’ve said it before but I’ll say it again for anyone who forgot – I don’t have room in my life for jerks, and I don’t have the time to deal with you – so grow up.

Most of last night I spent on my storyboard. It’s coming along nicely. I showed Eva a preview when she was online, but I won’t unveil it you people until it’s done. I know, the anticipation is killing you.

And one last thing before I go, MySpace had a big hoo-ha about Taco Bell’s Value Menu a couple days ago. I checked it out. It was a whole rap scene. You could drop a beat and bust a wrap and get a gansta name with a corresponding menu item. For burrito I ended up with “Little Lady Refried” and for soft taco I got “Lil S. Softz.” Go me!